Fangirl: -noun. a fan, aficionado, or supporter who has an intense, occasionally overwhelming liking and enthusiasm for a person …
We’ve all been there, haven’t we?
Sometimes, there is such an overwhelming sense of awe at a particular person that you just can’t help the butterflies in your stomach or your mind from swirling all these thoughts in your head. It’s like someone is standing behind you, turning a wind-up in your back, tightening you in preparation for a meeting that you’ve been anticipating for a long time, possibly since you first ever saw the particular person on television or stage or whatever.
Maybe you haven’t been there, but I have and I’m not ashamed to admit it. Yes. I fangirl sometimes. I can’t help it. And there’s nothing wrong with it. It happens. So long as you can control yourself in the face of that person and not act like a bumbling idiot, you’re good. I, myself, have often had a fangirl moment, but many times, I keep it inside until I am away from said celebrity and then I squeal fashionably with friends.
Here, I give you my finest fan girl moments.
Drew Sarich
Many of you may not know the glory that is Drew. He is best known for his roles in overseas theatre as well as his roles here in NYC, including but not limited to the Broadway shows Lestat and Les Miserables. I had been a fan of his for quite some time but never had the chance to meet him. All that changed when a friend of mine took me to meet him at the stage door of Les Miserables.
Most of my friends will be quick to say that I am a talker. Meeting Drew left. me. speechless. I fumbled for words and then when it was all over and Friend took me away from the barricades (that’s funny because it was at Les Mis… never mind), I did an impersonation of the bumbling idiot but it was okay because I was away from Drew. But there were butterflies in my tummy and I sort of squealed in Friend’s ear.
Fangirl.
The Hillywood Show
Yes. I fangirled them when I first met. That’s okay. I still fangirl them when I see them. The only difference is that now, they laugh at me then we continue our conversation.
HillyDad may be the exception to that though. Hardcore. !!!111!!*
Hunter Parrish
First conversation ever with him (pretty much word for word) —
Me: You were really great in the role and um, yeah, I haven’t seen it in a few months but you were awesome and… CanIhaveapictureandcanyousignthis?
HP: Oh, thanks, yeah, sure.
Last conversation with him (a summarization) —
Me: (giving a nasty look to annoying girls next to me who swear they are bigger fans of Hunter than I am) Annoying. Seriously.
Bad Fangirls: Oh my God, it’s Hunter Parrish! From Weeds! He’s so hot!
HP: Mary! Did you see I pointed to you?
Me: Yes! Thanks so much. You know that meant the world to me, right?
HP: I told you I would! Hey, are you on Facebook?
Dear friends, it is possible to fangirl someone in the beginning then form a good camaraderie with them by the end of a run of a show.
Peter Facinelli
Mike Dexter, y’all. I walked up to the autograph table at TwiCon with a wildly beating heart, handed over my book and watched as he admired the drawing done by my awesome friend, Kate. Then he spoke to me and the angels sang.
I walked away, dazed but not confused, and may have done a little dancing jig when I told Sara about it.
Later that night, he joined our table at the Meet-n-Greet of Doom and I happily smiled and nodded while I drank alcohol and stared at his awesomeness. My insides squealed. Then, in the hallway after the meeting, he acknowledged a few of us and we were all giddy.
Fan. Girl. Moment.
Anya Garnis
Sara will confirm this. I love this chick. She’s a fierce dancer and totally deserved to be in the Top Ten of Season 3’s So You Think You Can Dance. When I met her at the tour stop in Atlantic City, I think my body melted – and not just because it was hot and we were stuck in a mob of people up against barricades and I was wearing sweater Uggs. The lady is gorgeous and super sweet and when it was all over, I sighed and just thought, “I met Anya Garnis. I win.”
Dan Radcliffe
I love Equus. I think it’s a brilliant play that can speak to anyone. Dan Radcliffe is kinda cool but I was never OMGosh HARRY POTTER about him. He seemed like a fun kid but whatever, there are other actors with whom I hold in a brighter light.
Then I saw him in Equus and was blown away.
So when I finally made it to the front of the barricade after a matinee show, I was giddy with excitement when he finally made it over to me. Most people just threw things in front of him so he could sign them or yelled out, “Harry Potter, I love you!”
Me? I took a deep breath and told him, “I obviously didn’t see it today but I’ve seen the show twice and both times, you’ve impressed me and blown me away. I plan on seeing it more times.” Then I let out another breath.
He actually looked at me (and he’s not that tall so it’s not like he had to crouch down for me to see his amazing eyes) and said “Thank you, I’m so glad you enjoyed it. Please, do come back!” He said it in his cute little accent and I’m pretty sure my friend Matthew had to hold my waist so I didn’t fall over.
Oh Dan Radcliffe, you do crazy things to me.
Mark Salling
The meeting was quick and normal and nothing special happened, but I talked of nothing else for about a week after it happened.
sldkjfoiewuts dljs~!11
JC Chasez (and some others)
Chicago. Challenge for the Children.
Before the charity basketball game, some friends and I walked around and checked out the booths around the mezzanine. I found one for The Jane Goodall Foundation. I got to talking to one of the volunteers there and they were having some sort of contest during halftime and blahblahblah.
Next thing I know, I am one of the contestants. It was silly and stupid but fun. I didn’t win but during the course of the game, I had celebrities cheering me on, Justin Timberlake ran out because I couldn’t, for the life of me, chuck the stupid bouquet of plastic flowers into the bucket, to do it for me (and I totally touched his back in thanks), Billy Bush said my name in a big arena, a few other celebs cheered on, “Yeah Mary! Go go go!” and I had fun.
After all of that, though? I was walking past one of the teams and a few of them turned around and thanked me for being a good sport and told me I did a good job. I saw JC Chasez and with a quick glance around to make sure I wouldn’t get kicked out of the arena, asked him if I could have a hug because I was such a big fan.
And so, JC Chasez, in his basketball-playing, sweating glory, smiled and gave me a big hug and said “Thanks” one more time.
I walked off the court dazed and happy and my friends wouldn’t stop teasing me for the rest of the time in Chicago.
After all of that? Some of us were waiting in the lobby for some of the celebs to come back – I may or may not have been a little tipsy at that point – and a few of them saw me and pointed my way and said things like, “You were the girl today at halftime! Good job!”
It was a shining moment.
Chewbacca
I may or may not have followed Chewbacca around Comic Con NY.
It may or may not have happened on more than one day.
That is all.
Those were just a few choice stories that I love to share because I seriously fangirled and was PROUD of it.
Now, here are the moments I look forward to doing a fangirl jig:
Robert Pattinson – I will fangirl him, but on the inside. On the outside, I will be normal, calm, buy him a drink, then have my wicked way with him. OMO (perhaps only Sara will understand that one).
Taylor Hanson – I have been a fan of him and his brothers for over a decade. I have never met him. But when I do, I will blink and be speechless because he’s talented and pretty and frickin’ awesome.
J.K. Rowling – I dare a fan of the HARRY POTTER series to tell me that they will not fangirl this woman upon meeting her (either to her face or in secret, afterward). I DARE them.
Lady Gaga – I am not ashamed to admit that I will most likely squeal in her face should I ever get the chance to meet her.
Joss Whedon, Nathan Fillion, James Marsters, Eliza Dushku – Yes. Yes I will stare and blink and my mouth will form an O. It’s so true. I lumped them all together because in my mind, they are all connected. And that is a good thing. If any of these happened, it will just never be enough.
Of course, there are more, but I don’t want to bore you anymore.
However, a few of my awesome friends decided that they would help me out in the fangirl department. After all, how can I say everyone can have these public moments without shame if I only talk about myself?
I have one friend who would like only to be known as SimplyImp on this blog though she has already admitted this future fan girl moment to many of our coworkers. You see, she has publicly stated that she will fangirl Kevin Jonas should she ever meet him. Why? She finds him super awkward in that cute way. Who cares about the years between them or that he’s married. I hope she does meet him because it would be phenomenal.
Then Jill, who I recently met and will now call her Jibs in this blog of fangirling, told me she would have fangirled over Christian Slater if she had met him any time between 1990 and 2008. “Then RPattz came along and totes voided my almost-20 year obsession.” Girlfriend, I feel your pain. Hot Rob is the way to go.
Then I have these two other friends, Sara and Sarah, who for shits and giggles, I will call TweedleOne and TweedleTwo. There is no reason for this other than the fact that I feel like it.
TweedleOne tells me her fangirling moments (past and future):
Zac Hanson
If she had met him when she was still a young tween, there is no way he would have survived the meeting. I am intensely glad we are not for the same Hanson brother, for that would be very bad, and probably a bit too much for said brother to handle.
Jackson Rathbone
TweedleOne is a very big fan of the Rathbone – very big fan. She met him at TwiCon in Dallas this past summer, numerous times it would seem because hell, the guy was everywhere. She is not ashamed to admit that she fangirled him, though she did it after the actual meeting because it is slightly inappropriate, as an adult, to fangirl someone to their face.
You see, when she first met him, he said, “Hey, sweetheart” and as we all know, the Rathbone has a mumbly Southern twang that made TweedleOne’s heart go pitter-patter. To his face, she merely smiled and said, “Hi, how are you?” Afterward, though, she thought something more along the lines of Holy shit, Jackson Rathbone just called me Sweetheart.
Cue fangirl squealing.
George Clooney
Remember how TweedleOne said she would never fangirl in someone’s face?
This is the exception to that rule of hers.
And then there is my ever-beautiful red-headed friend, TweedleTwo. She is a self-proclaimed Fangirl Extraordinaire. I shall allow that as she admitted to me that she fangirled Peter Facinelli this past summer to the point where she cried after meeting him. However, she did not cry until AFTER the meeting was order. That takes guts, my friend, that takes guts.
Like me, TweedleTwo also fangirled The Hillywood Show and those whom we fans call HillyMom and HillyDad. Girl, you are not alone.
She also admits to not being ashamed over the fact that should she ever meet any of the following celebrities, she would fangirl the crap out of them:
Robert Pattinson
Taylor Swift
Alexander Skaarsgaard
“Okay, anyone from the Twilight cast!”
Carrie Underwood
Lady Gaga
What was the point of this blog?
Oh right…
It’s okay to be a fangirl sometimes, my friends! In fact, it is far better to admit to being a fangirl or having a fangirl moment, than it is to pretend to hate any and all fangirls when really, you’re just hiding it all inside.
Please note – Fangirls who claw and antagonize a person for whom they claim excessive feelings over are a different story and should be avoided at all costs. This blog only supports the healthy moments of a fangirl (or fanboy). Any harm done to a celebrity or any uncomfortable feelings caused by a meeting with a fangirl is wrong and this blog does not endorse that type of fangirling.
Who have YOU fangirled or fanboyed over?
Be proud and tell your stories!